it’s been a bout a week since i install my streamyx at home and guess what… i found myself more attach to my bed room and stay infront of pc playing online games and downloading movies. it seems perfect at first but well.. on my second thought… is that the life i want? away from the social life and staying in the virtual world communicating with net frens and well maybe fall in love in between one of them and well… what will i have in the end? a false hope? life is borng… i’d expected that… i never wanted to have a interesting life… i want a peaceful life with less hectic job… i want to have time to go out with frens and have fun.. i want to have someone to hug in the nite and listen to her babling or telling her that how much i love her.. hmm.. simple huh… well ok maybe i want to have back my buddy, the beagle dog… well i don really ask for more… but well seems that i am stuck in my life… it seems that it’s stop… say a year back… i am still the same except for my salary and i am available now. what has made me stop from moving on? well not my ex-gf… i am not regret for letting her go… it’s time for her to grow up and for me to learn what type of gal i want… perhaps it is buddy.. i made a wrong decision on letting it away to someone that i am not that know… although that i knew buddy is leaving in a bungalow now well but buddy’s still my buddy.he’s cute, he knew that i am his master and he obey me, yet i have betrayed him and letting it to someone just because i am moving house.