yay… this is the 300 post of my blog, another milestone i had achieve. nevertheless, is that a good sign? doesn’t that means that i am biding my time during the middle of nothing? hmm in middle of nothing… sounds awful. well how could someone doing nothing? the answer to this my friend, is simple, that he may have lost his motivation, or passion that when he asked for a raise, and the boss ask him to give 10 reason why he should have deserved, he did it, and found that the boss never take it seriously but another empty promised. well don take it wrong that i don like my job, well if i really don’t i wouldn’t have to stay and work for  8 straight years.

life was never being easy, and it is good whenever there are spikes. at least i could have experienced it. good spikes or bad spikes,  matters not, as the experience that to pass through it i value most. i once thought of ending my life when the i was diagnose and found out that i am a diabetes patient, but look at me now, am i worry less now than earlier? i was pathetic in the past, but well there’s always lights after darkness, when the time i saw the light, nothing much can worries me. the time of looking for the path to the light is difficult, well fear not, i find my path with the help and encouragement of my dear fellowships of my life, i gain courage and valor of a lion,striking sorrow with the fist of hammer. walk pass the mist in the shattering ground without doubt, and here i am, bathe in lights.

good results is a compliment, i value not. what i does, however, is the journey of life.