i was provoked today if i dare to leave. the only thing i think of it is that i shall not need to prove anything to anyone. life is just like playing golf, no one u need to proved to but your self. i am myself to be challenge, to do it better or worse, there are no one to i should proved to. all this year I’ve worked in the same company, with so many to compete of, am i the one who is so worthless that i don’t deserves a better benefits? many years ago someone tells me that he doesn’t need a technical manager so i don get promoted but the other guy does. have i ever say a words then even i felt that it is unfair? after so much sweats and tears i have put in, but life’s unfair, that’s the way i look at it, so i take it.

i like challenges, it gives me the feel of being great after overcome what i am lacking of. i always believe in there’s a will, there’s a way.