well.. i just had a call from my best fren… he’s father had passed away just not long ago.. although that it’s somehow expected… sigh… kinda sad news… i never believe in any religion before… but i feel that i might wanted to start to believe one soon… although it is not gonna happen… ppl who believe in religion.. believe their god can do something for them… either to bless and protect them… to give them wealth… or to bring them to a better place after the end of their life… bad things happens one after another on me… but so what… i aint that vulnarable…  i m still standing still on my own feet…