the truth is out there… there’s never a lies that can hidden the truth forever. it was a nightmare when you know someone you love so much is lying. what can be worse when u someone you are going to trust tells you that they are lying? a truth that you can never accept, but you had to accept because it the the truth? i wish i still live in my dreams and everything was perfect for me. i hope i never had to wake up. well… sibling no more but spouse instead…. it is really complicated but i guess the game is over when i know the story.

good bye my love, i have tried to ask you for the truth for so many times yet again and again you have tried to hide from me…  i cant trust you no more… divorce is not the answer i seek and i rather hope u ever think of your daughter. she cant live with ur parents forever and you should care more about her instead of thinking thousand of lies on me. if i knew it earlier i wont even wanted to start this. i was born in a chinese culture family and i just cant accept of taking my frens wife as my love. it is a taboo. at least for me. i am a non believer yet that is not the line i would ever cross!

loving you really like to climb mount himalayas… i don mind climbing if i don have to bear such kinda burden on myself. yet it happened. and i cant trust you no more. with out trust… love is nothing…