it’s tiring , really. physically and mentally.  to me, a promise is always a promise, i will uphold my words and will help out until end of january. words of a men. yet i kept complaining alot, but hey i still upholds my promise, aint i?

the word resign have knock on my minds again. but what will i do after my resignation? what will be will be, the future not us to see? seriously there’s a lot of things that i can do if i wanted to. nothing to me is impossible. i have once slept in the park for over nite, i have tasted and share the dogfood with my pet. i lived through hell and nothing else can be worse than that i believe.

 

what are the probability or chances for 2 ppl to met? what the the probability for a 2 met ppl click with each others? seriously i have no idea how to calculate this but i believe it not easy for a 2 met ppl to clicks to each others. i’ve met so many ppl and those who i can call fren, i can say i only have one. but sadly, we don really share much except games and living experience and crap. something other than that we rarely share with each others. many years ago i felt that i might found my true loves but i gave it up due to our conflicts. then later on i found another gal but have found out that she was married and her husband happends to be my fren. omfg. so bizzare. i have cause them to get divorce and she is staying alone. i couldnt accept her love once i have found out that the true story behind. such a great pain.