nothing much exciting news. as broke as hell. it’s been a quarter, nothing much has changed. stuck with SSDD, lifeless since i m back to the land of azeroth again. just that this time, 90% of my so call "friends" has gone. i felt sorrow for their move, yet i m too poor to follow their footsteps. i still have 10% of my friends lives there. almost i just never meet them for a very long time. the joy, tears and curses that we used to share will be history.

i am giving up. i tot i have enough resilience to keep it up, yet i feel like a silly. Clapping with one hand will never made a sounds. That’s fine, however, i am still living happily. just that a bad time in a bad place with a bad experience.
"we are not retreating, we are just advancing in a different directions" ~ Douglas MacArthur.
yes you beat me up but this will just make me comeback with a stronger me.

part of the Inferno – Dante Alighieri
All hope abandon, ye who enter here.
And oft a retrospect delights the mind.
As fall the light autumnal leaves, one still the other following,
till the bough strews all its honors.
But if, as morning rises, dreams are true.
Conscience, that boon companion who sets a man free under the
strong breastplate of innocence, that bids him on and fear not.
Deed done is well begun.