many years back… i remember my friend felt disappointing on me cause i never defend on her about what other friends had said something bad on her.

many days back someone told me that she doesn’t know what is the purpose of her existence…

and just now someone think that i am cruel that i never care of others feeling….

first of all that i want to say is that you can’t stop of what others thought over you. and there’s no point to correct them, the idea is planted, and you can’t remove the idea from anyone. it is more powerful than a virus.

everything has a purpose from beginning to the end. but does it matter that you need to seek for the purpose? “I came, I saw, I conquer” – Julius Caesar.  or search for a term called “Carpe Diem“. it doest not matter to seek for the purpose, it does matter that you should know that you had come and you have live your life to the fullest, with or with no regret.

as written earlier, I cant stop of how people would think of me. and it is not my job to tell peoples that who i really was. things happens  and it can be seen in many angles, some would see it positively, some may not. doest it really bothers me? I would laugh out loud if i say yes.

I am a null, it’s neither a value or object. null = nothing.

“I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance” ~socrates