there’s 2 ghosts live deeply inside my heart. their name are rage and sorrow.

i love rage. though i thought that i have him control, yet from time to time it came out and show people the emo. “He raged at the world, at his family, at his life. But mostly he just raged.” ~raging goblin

i felt my heart burning when he break out from my control. not to worry much i have keep it control well i believe. once in a while out of control but still manageable.

Sorrow, is fearful however. it mourned. it takes away my motivation, my joy, my excitement. it not only take away, also it stuff in bad effects on me. apathy, hatreds, demoralized…

since i have carrying my curse, i let loose of sorrow. and i need to be in control of that.

oh dear… stop being paranoid. fix that please.