yes, i hear you. but i have a problem, the sound just pass through, it can’t stay in my mind. ><

seriously, it bugged me for a while already >< my job is to listen and understand. to listen and capturing nothing for most of the time, giving some idea base on my feeling, it’s like when someone is telling me something, i couldn’t really understand when they are trying to say, but… i can give them solutions ><|||

how could this be possible? and i cant really recall what they were saying…

too much pressure i guess, i am not myself for now i guess. my soul is trying to hide for multi reversing of decisions. i am lost… in time, in place, in personality, in mind, in decisions….

again the lights that showing my path have become dimmed. i am so soulless, walking in the dark, i need light! at least a torch….

last night, i heard this music, i think it is healing my soul, somehow. 😀 hopefully i can get all my pieces together, and start again to be able to listen with heart.

很多时候， 不能自主做的决定， 肯定是人生的一大败笔。我想， 出来混，肯定是要还的。失诸交臂， 有时未必是件坏事。今天失去了， 明天可能会得到更多。 只是现在两头不到岸呀。。。 我不想做个没担当的人。但又害怕去面对。。。 哎呀。。。 压力阿。。。