…that i am lost? yes i m lost again… from time to time i will have such feeling… i don really enjoy of having such feeling most of the time… it just like i donno what is coming next? perhaps it is a start of the mid age crisis… >< i do not know.. or maybe i have live a life and i could just let all go away with no regrets? it just so calm and peaceful, but the thing is i have no idea where or how or what to do next. i am trap in a barrier of soul wall… or more like i am drowning but i just wanted to pull my self up but my mind not function….

 

… that i am sad? before i am lost… i am sad… sad because some frens of mine left me when i needed them most. well we have fun before and its a good memory.. sadly they all felt so desperately to move out to someone else… what i can do is just wish them all the best. well time will pass and good memory shall stay. goodbye my frens. we just barely knew each others and it is sad to see u guys moving out but well we had joy and fun together. u guys aint the first who leave me behind and i believe u guys wont be the last. 😀 thank you all for the time we have together.

 

…that i miss you? it’s been strange that for so many years that we havent met, still i miss you.